Timid

I'm feeling a little timid. It is a very strange feeling for me. Especially since I wrote the book on putting yourself out there and going for it. But I feel downright timid. I'm not in the mood to make friends (and influence people). But making friends seems to be the next "to do" item on my settling in list.

I mean, I have Amy, the original. Amy one of my dearest, bestest friends in the world. And she knows me so well. So why do I need to go out and meet neighbors? The short answer: to facilitate community for my family.

Well, as with other "to do" items, I think making friends will slip to the bottom of the list. We can do that later. I'm feeling timid today.